我知错了

我无法想象到
当老妈接起从学校打来的电话
"我们这里是XXX学校，你女儿因犯了XXX罪而扣了XXX分，然后要上黑名单，所以需要家长来到学校签名。"
老妈不被气死才怪
而我的生活
从此变得不再清静
啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我不知道该怎样交待
不管我怎样说都好
有人能原谅我吗？
我只想坐下来单独并且好好地跟你谈
但往往知道了事实的你只会把我骂得一文不值
我真的知错了
可是却太迟了
一失足成千古恨

谁能教我该怎么办？

哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说 你会这麽做 是我的错
哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

寂寞，好了

拼命的奢望 闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的 心脏
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了
坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长
关于爱 感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了

有感而发

我真的变了吗。。
以前的我。。到底是个怎样的人。。
现在的我。。又是个什么样的人。。
从她口中听说。。
原来好多人都讨厌我啊。。
听到了这些话。。
说不伤心是假的。。
可是我还能怎么做。。
嘴巴是长在人家的脸上。。
难不成要我去赏那些人几巴掌吗。。
反正还剩下两年。。
就忍一忍吧。。
突然觉得自己好颓废。。
在我生活上。。没有一样事情是成功的。。
学业。。友谊。。人际关系。。等等。。
一瞬间。。感觉上我好像失去了很多。。
这些东西。。不可能再回来了。。
好多事情真让我预想不到。。
好想从新开始。。
但是绝对不可能了。。
每天挂在脸上的笑容。。
似乎都不属于我自己的。。
到底要如何才能拥有真正的快乐。。
好想知道。。。

It's all about love..

- All love is sweet, given or returned. Common as light is loved, and its familiar voice wearies not ever.

- Hatred paralyzes life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darken life; love illuminates it.

- It's difficult to know at what moment love begins; it is less difficult to know that it has begun.

- If you'd be loved, be worthy to be loved.

- Love is ever matter of comedies, and how and then of tragedies.

-Human nature is so constructed that it gives affection most readily to those who seem least to demand it.

- Love triumphs over everything. Love has no age, no limit and no death.

- There is hardly any activity, any enterprise, which is started with such tremendous hopes and expectations, and yet which fails so regularly, as love.

- Man's love is of man's life a thing apart, this woman's whole existence.

- Sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love.

- It is hard for the human soul not to love something, and our mind must of necessity be drawn to some kind of affection.

- Love should be a tree whose roots are deep in the earth, but whose branches extend into heaven.

- Loveliness, needs not the foreign aid of ornament, but is when unadorned, adorned the most.

- As selfishness and complaint cloud the mind, so love with its joy clears and sharpens the vision.

- Be a love a little more careful than of anything.

- When we lose one we love, our bitterest tears are called for by the memory of hours when we loved not enough.

- New love is brightest, and long love is greatest; but revived love is the tenderest thing known upon earth.

- One cannot be strong without love. For love is not an irrelevant emotion; it is the blood of life, the power of reunion of the separated.

- Our hours in love have wings; in absence crutches.

- True love's the gift which God has given to man alone beneath the heaven.

- And when love speaks, the voice of all the gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony.

- Love is an endless mystery, so it has nothing else to explain it.

- There's nothing half so sweet in life as love's young dream.

- Love is the joy of the good, the wonder of the wise, the amazement of the gods; desired by those who have no part in him, and precious to those who have the better part in him.




Abstruse but meaningful.. =)

心情低落的一天。。

不懂为什么。。

今天一去到学校心情就很down。。

再加上早上睡过头了。。

差点迟到。。唉。。

今天在学校也跑了一整天。。

只为了找一个老师。。

差不多从早上找到最后一节。。

才通过另一个老师的口中知道我们要找的老师在食堂。。TMD。。

最近发生了蛮多事。。

为了这件事还差点跟她闹翻了。。

真搞不懂她。。把这件事弄到好像很严重酱。。

明明就只是小事罢了。。

她应该已经开始不信任我了吧。。

算了。。忘掉最好。。

她也好像还在意着。。

好烦啊！！

好想对着无际的大海呐喊出来。。

把一切烦恼都冲掉。。

当小孩是不是比较好。。

至少什么事都不用烦。。

为什么人要长大呢。。

算吧。。


JUST BE YOURSELF!

BE HAPPY!

=)

总算过去了。。

今天是PMR后的第三天。。

感觉上考完试后生活更加空虚了。。

考试前的大家。。都会为了成绩而拚了。。

当然我也不例外。。只是没有比大家积极。。呵呵。。

不能怪。。这就是我。。始终不能为了学业而奋斗的我。。

考完试后就没什么东西做了。。

去到学校。。不是说话就是玩乐。。好无聊。。

想干脆在家睡觉。。可是老妈不给。。

算吧。。考完试就好。。

朋友与情人

朋友。。与情人只是一线之差。。

当你看到你最好的朋友和其他人玩得开心而对你置之不理。。

心里会感到很不开心。。甚至生气。。

情人也是这样。。

看到自己最爱的人在你面前和其他异性亲亲我我。。

心里当然也有一种酸溜溜的感觉。。

所以大家不要弄错感情。。

想清楚。。自己对对方的感觉是什么。。

是朋友之间的爱？。。还是情人之间的爱？。。

一旦选择错误。。就再也不能回头了。。

PMR is coming.. T^T

Haiz...
PMR is getting near..
Left only two more weeks..
And i not yet study..
I only studied for the trial exam only..
But the results still bad..Sad nia..
How come leh..
Cannot liao..! I need to pia liao..!
But hor..I dont have the motivasi leh..
Me now always thinking of the plan after PMR..
Hahahaha..Sot jor..

脑残的!!

真是气死人..!!
死没脑的..!!
还是她脑残..!!
我从来没看过一个这么贱的人!!!
分数这样低就是这样低了啦!
还改什么答案?!!
还敢拿去给老师改过..
然后还冒冒然地拿多了几分!!
F*uck her!!!! Stupid Idiot!!! Bitch!!!
Walao..I never see such a shit person before..
超级无敌宇宙西北没有脑!!!!他妈的!!
Some more always 斜视 people..
You think your eyes very beutiful?
我呸呸呸呸呸!!!!! Pa lu ka zai ar..
挖你的眼睛出来喂狗吃啊!!
世界上有你这样的人真是可悲啊..
浪费了地球的一部分..浪费到......................
fuiyoh...

气死人!!

死鬼学会!!
不懂什么学会来的!!
st.john的人多到~~~~!!!
那个是pelancongan..
不是st.john好不好!!
酱对人家!!
你以为你是committee就很大力啊?!
我们是你的谁?!
要骂就骂!!
我们又不是你st. john的人!!
死没脑!!
你给我记住!!
st. john的一个两个!!
没脑到~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
还有那个死人妖!!
死大肥!!!
我忍你!!
等到我不能忍的时候你不要怪我!!
怪你自己长太丑!!
长太肥!!
长到像人妖!!
st. john的心不爱心,是铁钉!!
烂到~~~~!!!!

School gonna reopen!! Argh!!

Haiz..Holidays will over soon..
Then means school gonna reopen too..Sad nia.. T_T
Mammamia!!!I dont wanna go school!!I want holidys!!
If i go school just for playing then i sure will go..
But now..Haiz..Go school just for studying..
Actually not bad also lar..Can meet friends..
Miss them much~~
And i also miss my holidays much leh~
Especially the last week..
Cause my mum and my dad go travel..
Then me, my sis and my bro didnt go..
So dont have anyone to care about us..
My sis everyday bring me go here go there..Very fun ler..
HAIZ...Form 3 liao..Then wan PMR liao..
DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE!
Hate nia lor..Go school then ok d lar..
Still need exam..Gai nia..
Go die good liao la..
Aikzzz...
Nothing write liao...

Bad Service... Worst !

Today really very sui...
Me, my sis and her friend wan go to eat steambot..
But the shop didnt open...
So we decided to eat Korean food...
And yet...The shop didnt open also..
Finally, we go to pasar malam...
We walk around and around..
Then raining pulak...
We ma go to near farlim eh Pizza Hut to eat lor...
When go in the Pizza Hut...
Walao eh~~ All the tables not yet clean up..
But ho ka zai still got 1 place that was CLEAN...
After we ordered the food, the waiter come and ask us again:' Just now what food that you order?'
What the f*ck!!!! So fast then forget already...
Then we just told him lor...
Then we wait for a long long long times...
They didnt even give us the plates, spoons and forks..
We also ask it for many many many times...
But they still didnt take it for us...So kiam pa...
So we take it ourselves...
We wait for the food for a long long long times AGAIN...
Then the waiter serve the foods for us with a stim face...Stim ka like wanna sleep ki...
We sambil makan sambil kek ki-ing..
And we also think many 'ideas' to kena the waiter...
Now i list out the 'ideas'..

1. Kesi put out our leg and let the waiter fall down.
2. When they serve the foods, we '不小心弄倒' the toamto sauce..And then 怪 them.
3.Take the tomato sauce and 'spray' at them.Then say:' I'm so sorry. [LOL]
4.Make them pengsan, then open their mouth and put black pepper, tomato sauce, chilli sauce, mushroom soup and etc. in their mouth..After that, 叉 the straw into their eyes, nostril and ear. [ Muahahahahaha~~~ ]

And some i forget already..Hahaha..
But for sure, we didnt do the things to the waiter lar..
Just imagaine only..LOL..
See we all so kind..Wahahaha!!

After eating, we throw the tissue papers that had been used to the floor... [ Dont scold me owh...Hahaha ]
After that we take the chilli sauce and tomato sauce and write some words on the plate and the tissue paper...
We wrote: BAD SERVICE... WORST!!! [ Paling teruk i didnt capture it...If not then you all can see how good was our seni...Hahahaha.. ]
We wrote till cantik-cantik and big big..LOL...
Hopefully the waiter can see tiok the words...Hahahaha...
After paying the money, we just 拍拍屁股走人..LOL...
Actually we should not pay for the service tax..
Service worst till like that still wan us to pay for it...
It is 31st DEcember 2008 leh...
Last day of the year liao...
Why the God dont treat us good...
Aikzzz...


-THE END-
[ Swt... =.=" ]

Fall For You

[ Fall For You ]
Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find



Listen this song ba...
Not bad ler..
Hehe..

我们会再见

今天最后一天上课了。。。
毕竟一起相处了十一个月。。。难免会些舍不得。。。
大家一起疯疯癫癫地到了最后一节。。。
亲爱又可爱的班长买了big apple doughnut请大家吃。。。[虽然说是请，但是当然还要付钱的啦。。。哈哈哈。。。]
一上课大家就忙着吃吃吃。。。老师还骂我们，我们才懒得理她叻。。
都最后一天了，当然是要开开心心地度过嘛。。。因为以后也许都不会有这样的机会了。。。所以我们一定是要争取这些机会啦。。。
大家从上课就一直拍照拍到最后一节。。。而且siao siao的我们，还在那边一直唱歌，一直乱喊。。很siao吧。。。哈哈。。
现在K2H的同学们，明年可能就会不同班了。。。我一定会记得你们的。。。
加上今天是上课的最后一天，中招 [spotcheck] 的机会比较高。。。
所以大家所带来的糖果，巧克力都硬塞进嘴巴里。。。
而且还蛮多的。。迟早会中糖尿病叻。。。哈哈。。
可是没关系啦。。这一切都是值得滴。。 [好像很伟大酱。。呵呵呵。。]
在离别的那一刻 [就是最后一节的时候咯。。] ，大家都紧紧的拥抱在一起。。。
伤感很重。。。要哭了。。。
可是离群的我 [平时当然不是这样的。。只是不想哭。。。哈哈。。] ，只是站在班上的门口，看着外面的风景。。。
直到放学钟声响了，就冲了出去。。。哈哈。。
心里当然是很舍不得大家滴。。
可是没办法。。
所谓天下无不散之筵席啊。。离别是难免的。。
所以。。
请你们给我信心!!! 我们会再见!!!
加油吧~~